What I Know Until Now

Welcome to the experience: A Journey of Self-Discovery, Leadership & Innovation

Some people spend their lives trying to fit in—

But what if true power lies in embracing what makes you different?

In What I Know Until Now, Callan Abrahams takes you on a raw, witty, and deeply personal journey of self-discovery, resilience, and leadership in the age of AI.

After spending years trying to navigate a world that often felt overwhelming, Callan was diagnosed with AuDHD (Autism + ADHD) at 30—a revelation that reshaped everything she thought she knew about herself. Instead of seeing it as a limitation, she finally accepted it as her superpower. This book is the result: an unapologetic celebration of individuality, bold thinking, and the kind of leadership that doesn’t wait for permission.

Blending personal storytelling, leadership lessons, and insights into the future of AI and technology, What I Know Until Now urges readers to break the mold, trust themselves, and create impact in ways that redefine the game.

What This Book Offers You:

A fresh perspective on leadership beyond traditional corporate norms. Insights on thriving with AuDHD (Autism + ADHD) and turning challenges into strengths. Practical wisdom on innovation, risk-taking, and succeeding in the digital age. A call to action: Stop waiting for permission.

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The Soundtrack of a Journey

Every chapter of What I Know Until Now is named after a song—because music isn’t just background noise; it’s a time capsule, an emotional anchor, and a storyteller in its own right. Each song title reflects the theme, mood, or pivotal moment in the chapter, weaving together a soundtrack that mirrors the book’s journey.

Just like the highs and lows of life, this playlist moves through moments of self-discovery, resilience, rebellion, and revelation. Some songs capture the energy of taking risks, others the weight of uncertainty, and some—the quiet moments of clarity that change everything.

So as you read, listen along. Let the music transport you deeper into the experience, amplifying every lesson, every realization, and every “aha” moment.